Psalm 38:5 Into your hands I commit my spirit;
deliver me, Lord, my faithful God.
The first line of this jumps out because it is what Jesus said from the cross. Different translations render the last part of the verse differently. The NIV makes it a request, the ESV makes it a past tense statement, and the Japanese makes it a continuing present tense statement. I see those as going up on a “faith scale.” Often we ask God for things, but aren’t necessarily confident that He will give them to us. When He has done something in the past, that at least gives us the assurance that He is capable of doing it. However, settled faith says, “This is the way You are.” Too many of us are stuck in “wishful thinking,” to the point that it can be hard to call it faith. The one definition the Bible gives us of faith is famously found in Hebrews 11:1. “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” I have heard it expressed as, “We know that we know that we know.” That’s pretty far removed from wishful thinking! We can’t really generate such faith in or by ourselves; we have to receive it from God. That’s why Paul so famously said, “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God—not by works, so that no one can boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9) We speak of “working up courage,” but we can’t really “work up” faith. That said, we can choose to receive it. At the father of an epileptic boy famously said to Jesus, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24) We are to seek to keep growing in faith, not by generating it but by exercising it. The more that we act on the faith we have, the more will be given to us. Stewardship works that way! Faith is the opposite of pride. It is yielding to God, knowing that He alone is right and holy and powerful and love itself. The more we depend on ourselves, the less we are operating in genuine faith.
I’m talking to myself here! This is some pretty deep truth. I have believed in the existence of God for as long as I have been aware of such things, and by God’s grace I heard and accepted as true the Gospel of Jesus Christ from infancy. That said, I’ve had to grow in faith for over 70 years, and my faith still isn’t perfect. However, I have the assurance that God will give me whatever is lacking in my faith whenever I need it, and I have peace. I desire to impart faith to those around me, but I can’t do it in my own strength and wisdom. Even so, God sometimes uses me to impart faith, and I am grateful. I expect to see someone while I am out walking this morning to whom I desire very deeply to give faith, but so far he hasn’t accepted it. All I can do is keep interacting with him, keep loving him, and trust the Holy Spirit to work His work in His time. (John 16:8)
Father, thank You for this clear, strong Word. Help me indeed live it out, allowing You to keep growing me and to use me to save and to grow others, building up the Body of Christ for Your glory. Thank You. Hallelujah!