Matthew 18:3-4 And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.”
People like to be praised, to be thought of as great. They like to have first place in all sorts of things. You can say that’s the natural state of things, but it’s exactly what changed Lucifer from heaven’s choir director to the devil. In his pride, he wanted God’s throne. We see that impulse in the disciples in several places in the Gospels, so we aren’t to disqualify ourselves for feeling it, but Jesus here makes it very clear that we aren’t to yield to it. There’s a world of difference between being tempted and actively participating in sin, as Jesus actually touched on just before this. We need to be aware of our own weaknesses and make use of the “way out” (or escape) that Paul mentioned. (1 Corinthians 10:13) That said, the whole subject of humility can get very complicated. It’s all too possible to be proud of being humble! That’s why every one of us is urgently in need of the grace of God. Only Jesus was both perfectly competent and assured, yet perfectly humble. Genuine humility doesn’t deny abilities, but it puts them into context, knowing that we are all different, but one person isn’t more valuable than another. The humble substitute for pride is gratitude: gratitude that God enables you to do things, but knowing that it is God doing them through you, and He can use others, too. My biggest problem with Donald Trump is his braggadocio. God has given him some unique abilities and traits, but he needs to give God the credit! We all need to learn, from good examples and bad, and that’s another characteristic of little children, whom Jesus holds up to us here as examples: they are constantly learning. We need to have it clearly fixed in our minds and hearts that we don’t know everything, but we should have the assurance that Paul mentions: “For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.” (1 Corinthians 13:12)
This has been an issue for me all my life, and it has practically done me in. With a high IQ and an exceptional home environment, I learned a lot at an early age, reading the encyclopedia for fun in the 4th grade. I was never athletic, so I made intellect my fortress, so to speak, looking down on others and using my verbal gifts as weapons. Bad move! I was already a married father when the Lord in His mercy showed me a mirror, for just an instant, and seeing the depravity of my own soul, I was crushed. I hate to think of how things could have gone had He not done that! Today, I still have a wide variety of abilities, but every time I use one correctly, I know that it is the Lord who has done it through me, and not something for which I should take personal credit. There are far more good things I might have done that I didn’t, than I actually followed through and accomplished. Most of those I can’t go back and re-do, but I can seek to focus on my Lord and faithfulness to Him, for as long as He keeps me here. I really don’t know how all He wants to use me, but I am to stay open to Him in humble expectation, for His glory.
Father, thank You for this reminder. It’s a reminder of my own weakness that I need such reminders so frequently! Help me indeed stay humble before You, listening obediently to whatever You say to me, so that all of Your purposes for me may be fulfilled, on Your schedule for Your glory. Thank You. Praise God!