Psalm 119:148 My eyes stay open through the watches of the night,
that I may meditate on your promises.
This could apply to insomnia, but it implies something much deeper. Rather than not being able to sleep, it speaks of meditating on what God has said. The Japanese term for “meditate” here is literally very colorful, because it is “dying my thoughts.” We should want our thoughts to be the color of what God has said! Too often we let other things crowd out what we remember of Scripture, or of things God has told us personally. The stronger you want the color of a fabric to be, the longer you leave it in the vat of dye. We greatly benefit from letting God control our thoughts, and one way to do that is to soak in what He has said. Most often, we read a scripture and then immediately go on to think about something else. What a waste! We need to let it sink into us, wiping out our misconceptions and giving us a clearer picture of who He is and who we are in Christ. We will never have a perfect picture of either of those while we are on this earth, but over time, that picture can become clearer and stronger, and we can help by choosing to meditate on what God has said to us. And that sentence contains part of the key to all this: we need to understand that God is speaking to us. Most of the time we don’t take Scripture personally, and that is a huge waste. Occasionally, the Lord will assure us that a particular passage doesn’t apply at the moment, but such times are actually rather rare. After all, God is outside of time, so everything is now to Him. Every time we read the Bible we need to be thinking about how it applies to us. That is what meditation is all about, and it is a blessed exercise indeed.
My biggest problem all my life, spiritually speaking, has been pride, so this isn’t a strange idea to me. Of course God is talking to me! However, that hasn’t meant that I have consistently applied Scripture to my daily life. I have been all too happy to assign Scripture to “the other guy,” and that has gotten me into real trouble at times. I need to receive the corrections of Scripture, as well as the encouragements, and thank God for them all. I am certainly as much in need of them as anyone else. It is only when I receive them that way that they become part of me, and the Holy Spirit is able to apply them to others through me. It’s delightful to communicate encouragement from the Lord to people, and not so much so when it’s correction, but both are necessary for every individual, including me. I need to choose to soak in what God says to me, so that it colors every part of who and what I am, and what I say and do.
Father, thank You for this reminder. Thank You for the degree to which I do reflect my Lord. May I be that “color” more and more, so that those seeing me may see Christ and be drawn to Him, in repentance and faith, for their salvation and Your glory. Thank You. Hallelujah!