Philippians 1:20-21 I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.

Verse 21 is rightly famous, because it proclaims an attitude that few indeed genuinely have, but which is a source of unshakable joy, peace, and strength. However, verse 20 is generally overlooked, and it gives the framework in which verse 21 is possible. Paul’s desire, which should be the desire of every believer, was that he would proclaim the Gospel boldly and Christ would be glorified, whether he himself lived or dies. By being self-centered and materialistic, we turn our backs on blessings the world knows nothing about. If we will truly seek first God’s kingdom and His righteousness, which is another way of saying what Paul says here, then we will discover that God’s resources are indeed infinite, just as Jesus told us. (Matthew 6:33) God desires that we enjoy our time in this life, but if we focus on that to the exclusion of God, we lose everything. As Jesus said, “What good is it for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?” (Mark 8:36) There is an expression in Japanese, applied to beginning sumo wrestlers, that means “the entry to the castle.” We need to realize that our life here, whether it seems glorious or pathetic, is no more than the prelude to eternity. We are to be faithful stewards of the resources and opportunities we are given, but know that what is to come is infinitely greater. When we have that awareness, then we can repeat this passage after Paul with great assurance and joy.

This is something I’ve been aware of to some degree ever since childhood, since I was raised by strong believers. However, it has become stronger and more central in my life as I’ve gotten older. I was sharing some of the things God has done for me with some people on Wednesday, and said that if I didn’t believe in God after that, I was totally stupid! At the moment I have a health issue that is inconvenient, but I know that ultimately it is no big deal. Like it was for Paul, God’s grace is sufficient for me. (2 Corinthians 12:9) My focus is to be on my Lord, to be and do what He desires of me in this moment, for His glory.

Father, thank You for this reminder. Thank You for Your incredible faithfulness. Help me be a good steward of this body I inhabit, doing with it what You desire and intend so that it will be useful for as long as You have planned, for Your glory. Thank You. Praise God!